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New blogs coming!


I have a few I’m working on: not only am I working on them, I am working on my book also,
 I can’t wait to share more!! Big things happening around here!

It’s been quite around here but not on the legal side!

Most of you know, I have been having down time on vacation & I had a really nice vacation with the family God gave me! My boys really enjoyed this vacation and it was so nice not to look over our shoulders wondering if we would end up in the body bags we’ve been threatened with! No one knew where we were and we were able to relax! I needed that time with my family before moving forward.

I have a couple big meetings coming up this week! I can’t wait to share them either! They will blow some minds but most of all bring awareness!

I have said it before and I will say it again; I will NOT be silenced! I was asked again.. what needs to happen?! What needs to happen is justice needs to happen! My children didn’t deserve to be threatened with his weapon in my dads house, my family didn’t deserve to be threatened with body bags, I didn’t deserve to be told I killed my dad and child, need I go on???  & I didn’t deserve to be drug to court for calling 911 to protect my family.. nor attacked in court because of the anxiety, stress & trauma we’ve been dealt! But it’s ok! Justice will come!!

Covid slowed us down but it didn’t stop us! I’ve had some great communication and advice & have been able to regroup & plan!

Also, I just want to add, I had a great conversation with Keith Higgins today, he’s running for District Attorney, and while I’m so sick of politics I enjoyed our chat and look forward to what he is bringing! It’s time!

There has been more light shined & the days are going to be long but I’m ready!!

I will be posting a few more blog posts I’ve been working on just haven’t finalized them to post!

Until then.. onward & upward!


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