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Post: 6/24/2020

To all my sisters who struggle with narcissistic abusive mothers.. this. So much this. This has been by far the hardest thing for me to understand.. seeing her stand by while I’ve been abused is the same as her abusing me. I can now close my eyes and hear her tell me “I killed my dad and son” because she stood in acceptance of it while he spewed it. And her telling me how evil I am then gaslighting me that she never said that to make me feel like I was the crazy one. Thankfully it’s all recorded and I know 100000% it was not me. It’s her. No matter how she spins it, I’ve been victim to her lies, manipulation & abuse. I don’t care what she says about me anymore. She will never change and I’m not waiting for her to any longer. She may not ever regret it this side of heaven but she will some day. It saddens me that she’s so sick she’s ok with what she’s done.. && allowed to be done..
Ultimately...  it’s her loss! She lost an amazing daughter, grandchildren & a son in law.
She will never be able to replace us... 

I won’t beg for anyone to be apart of mine and my children’s lives nor will my children or I be threatened with bodybags while she stands there & does nothing! ✌🏼

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WOW. So true... unfortunately this person for me is my very own mother.. but thankfully everyday I get stronger without her! She lost the best & her only child & the best & her only grandchildren... the most precious that life could offer.. & it’s ultimately her loss.. I’ve also come to accept she’s responsible for her friend who hurt me & my family deeply too.. especially when she stood by & then sat with him in court against me.. never once caring about the damage done to me... but it has changed me forever and everyday I grow stronger, with those that love & value me & know my worth. 💙 one day she will realize what’s she’s lost.. only then it will be to late.. ✌🏼