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I can’t. Yes I can. It’s who she is.


Just when I think my “incubator” & St Mary’s councilman Artie Jones has no more up there sleeve!! Debbie Shedd “my egg donor incubator” HIRED my child to cut her grass; she KNEW he was coming, was even at the bank getting him money… low and behold Artie Jones PULLS IN BESIDE MY CHILD WHILE SHE IS NOT THERE and had just pulled in; WAS HE STALKING them?! I mean we have police reports!! Was this a set up?? I mean he’s threatened my children & family with BODY BAGS & GUNS?! Was his plan to use a GUN ON MY CHILD AND HUSBAND TO SAY HE FELT INTIMIDATED AFTER HE PULLED UP ON THEM??? & they would not longer be able to tell their side???? I immediately called the police & my husband and son are safe BUT WHO DOES THIS?!!!!!? She has lost her effing mind!!! I can’t right now I am so pissed!!!! What a disgusting set up to have my child & husband KILLED!!!!! 

(Transcript from court of him abusing me and provoking me for the court to allow my “egg donor” to sit with him! He is so sick!! Y’all I want to puke when I even see or hear his name. Just the thought of him disgust me!! & this is who she keeps around??? I would KILL for my children not allow them to be threatened or treated this way!!!) 

Y’all… just wait until you hear these recording!! After she was informed the police was there she rushed there to put her lies in and tell my son “he likes you” BULL SHIT!! I don’t threaten someone with GUNS & BODY BAGS I like and she allowed him to “fire” my son to find her someone else to cut her grass too.. GOOD RIDDANCE!! 

I feel that was his plan all alone to get rid of us so he can have it all!!! I mean she did sit with him in court!!! And allowing him to do and say what he pleases while she stands by on his side… YOU ARE FREAKING BLIND IF YALL CANT SEE through her lies!!! 

I guess just like dads death her denial is so thick & when death comes she just moves on with life… and play her pity card… after all dad is dead to her lies so I guess she is waiting for our death too… today was absolutely disgusting but par for her course!!! 

When we are dead someone better dig deep!!! They are NOT DONE with their evil plots.. clearly for him to pull up SEEING MY CHILD THERE KNOWING WE WENT TO COURT & got restraining orders; someone’s going to end up dead while she twiddles her thumbs in denial— JUST LIKE MY DAD!!!! 

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My daddy dead due to her lies & denial.

But my children will not be zipped in that body bag if I can help it!! She’s sick to think I’ll let my children die at her hands like my dad did!!! Here you go “mother dearest” not my babies.. NOT TODAY!! I’m sorry you think I’m a waste of air.. my children mean more to me!!! 

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