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(My children are my LIFE. They will NEVER be cut from me. Not be able to reach me or be blocked from calling me.. EVER… I guess my therapist was right; some mothers wasn’t meant to be mothers & mine is definitely one of those!”)

I was told she did this so I wasn’t to shocked when it was confirmed and it was confirmed today. I am just more disgusted than anything.. what mother does this? Apparently mine.. 

— soooooooo……

 DO NOT under any circumstances believe the lies out my “monsters” mouth when she cries how much she loves, misses & hasn’t heard from us.. some kids only have nightmares of monsters.. I lived with a real life one.. y’all.. the hell I went through will blow some minds.. I knew when she offered to “let some girls beat me & throw me in a ditch only to act like she didn’t know what had happened” she was sick.. but according to the recording by Artie Jones Jr. I am the sick one. I’m telling you she has another thing coming if she thinks I am just going to roll over and let her destroy me.. she best have Artie put me in that body bag he threatened me with if she wants me to shut up.. not just ask me and bribe me with what she can do to shut me up.. listening to the recording of her asking what it will take and what does she have to do.. to get me to be quite. Ha! Well here is your answer: mommy dearest: just like I told you when you asked…

Bring back my dead dad & son that you killed! 

But they are gone right?! Just gone.

“The only thing wrong with this picture is it has the wrong face on it lol! Insert the face of the women who birthed me!”

Clearly not all who commit murder serve time 🙄  but I guess I am really the one who killed my dad and child and I’m free right?! After years of begging her to help my dad just wait until you hear all of that.. I go through it and it makes me want to puke.. just listening and reading… but she made bank with his death & the death of her parents too.. ummmm.. 

them floors are super pretty.. want to see the invoice?? Sure thing it’s coming.. & much more too..

Anyway. Here was our last phone conversation:

+SHE told me “do not call her anymore & she BLOCKED ME.

+I’ve not called her since them words, I know one of our last conversations was over a month ago about some business stuff; that’s when she told me “do not call her & have a nice life” but; my husband has tried to reach her regarding some business stuff and she didn’t answer him, his phone died so he tried using mine; only to realize; she’s BLOCKED me from all communication with her.. but wants to cry and pity party as a “mother”. 🤣

….so when something happens to me DO NOT inform her; she clearly does not care if she knows or if we reach her or not! Her lies and her fake will catch up to her!! Her karma will come.. I guess her taking my money from my account dad left, +being exposed for who she is and the abuse she’s allowed me and my truths was to much for her.. 

so if you’re a flying monkey for her…  


So to you mommy dearest you best believe I would lay and drown in my own blood before I’ll ever call or reach you! You already changed your number and cut me out for months one time before; this time you did it & took the money that come monthly from my dad too.. This is exactly what you wanted since you didn’t get to see me go out in the body bag I was threatened with while you stood there & I didn’t kill myself when you told me too! Just wait for the recording! I’ll prove my truth to your lies!!! You have a rude awakening.. I hope you can live with yourself after all you’ve said & done.. I wondered how you already did live with yourself while my dad laid in a room and died MULTIPLE times.. only life support or 911 didn’t save him June 1, 2015. 

&&& to my children: I’m always here: NO MATTER WHAT. My house is your house. My door is always open. You are SAFE HERE!! I will always support you, be there for you, protect you & most of all love you!!! 

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