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Showing posts from January, 2022


 I’ll update this soon. Right now it hurts to breath.. 😭 PLEASE IF I DIE DO NOT LET HER NEAR ME OR MY FAMILY!!!! Do NOT BELIEVE HER FAKE CRIES!! Do NOT LET HER ACT IF SHE MISSES ME. SHE DIDNT WANT ME WHILE I WAS ALIVE & below in the YouTube video, was her last words to me when I called her to update her!!!!!!!  —SHE IS FULL OF CRAP IF SHE SHEDS ONE FREAKING TEAR OR ACTS OUT LIKE SHE DID AT DADS FUNERAL putting on a show like she cares! She could have SAVED HIM had she got him help yet she watched him lay in bed & DIE!!!! & she could have had a daughter & grandchildren had she not let me be abused, hurt, threatened, bullied & more.. but she wants to be the victim like we all abandoned her.. yet this was her choice of words to me while I battle COVID!! I wish I could say I was surprised but honestly I’m not.. she is sick… & she doesn’t want to see it because it allows her the attention she wants… she is such a narcissist.. however, this is a glimpse into my life.

I can’t. EVEN.

  Fb post: 1/5/2022 I can’t even make this up. So I sent “mommy dearest” a message because she was going to put money back into my acct… well this was her response : Quit talking about me?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?! My response:  I'm sorry what? You want me to sit with tape over my mouth like I have my whole life? Ummmm. No thank you... them days are over.  But... since you asked.. let me ask some things...  can you please bring my dad & child back? Oh your response to this was… ( they are dead. Goodbye Amanda. ) + mother can you please sit with me in court, against my abuser, Who attacked me in your front yard, instead of at the table with him while he mentally & emotionally attacked me more in the court room with you sitting there? While you stared YOUR ONLY CHILD with glazed eyes? + Can you be a good loving protective mother? instead of asking me to be silent..& put duct tape over my mouth? why don’t you own what you’ve done & get help & be a better person.. ??? Take