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Well. It continues..


& my son also. Thanks MOTHER.

Yup I sure have. I seen him there (overdosed or drugged?) I have yet to figure out which yet because the person who birthed me “controlled his medicine”
& her lies are thick. I am not sure she knows what truth is for anything. If it comes out her mouth it’s a lie, sadly she puts on such a show that she has some believe what comes out, but for the most part she is just tolerated and people “laugh in her face” “even her friends” hummm that is a statement I was told funny how them words were more fitting for her and the piece of shits mouth they came from.. in the near future you will see a picture of my dad in the last state I saw him in. It is disgusting. I’ve not had the strength to put it out yet because it’s horrible & so many will be shocked. Also recordings from my own dad & many others will also shock you.. but to me it’s a final piece  of where it’s all about to go & hopefully justice is served.. it’s hard knowing what is coming but also freeing to know that she will not continue to walk as she’s done nothing wrong and more will see through her mask… she is faker than then false teeth in her mouth & more disgusting than the rotten boil on her ass that she made me smell.

 All of which she will deny; just as she does everything else, but the trauma I carry from her is so deep I am sick of carrying it alone..

I have been super sick but I have several blog edits coming & they will blow your mind. You will also see me on TV in the near future & a book is almost ready to hit the shelves! The story to be told will reach many more than the thousands it already has and while she has no idea who her friends even are anymore I’d appreciate not hearing her lies nor getting messages about her disgusting behavior. I know who she is. 

She is the murderer of my father & son. Her hands  are pouring of their blood & also the knives that have been shoved in my back and heart has her finger prints all over them just as the stolen chlorine & merchandise she’s price changed. She is a sick individual and even told me again yesterday she loved me which immediately made me vomit. I threw up so much I couldn’t even eat dinner. I have had so low contact with her and my stomach has knots knowing she justifies her lies and behavior and her demons are so close to her she doesn’t even flinch or feel guilty for the abuse, deaths, lies or any of her behavior. 

A reprobate mind says it all. 

So yesterday I really did need help and well of course she was busy… she acted as if she would help but we all know her help.. I mean she hasn’t even seen me in who knows how long or been around to do anything for us.. so she said she had promised “A” she would help her (even (A) knows the truth! But whatever..) well that wasn’t the case at all.. this is the message I got….

“I was told to send this to you, she is really helping, helping to push you into the body bag the sick bastered beside her threatened you with. Leave her alone she is a piece of shit, remember what you’re dad said and her actions let her have what she wants he has so many kettles in the fire and she is just another chip in his bucket of lies because she will lie for him too. You’ve already saw that she is not capable of loving you she is a selfish narcissistic liar and everyone knows it. Keep running away from her let her lay in her snake pit and die a slow death! After all they both want you dead remember you killed your dad and child and there is a body bag waiting for you and your children.”

With this:

Disgusting right. Well what’s even more disgusting is her telling me she wasn’t with him she was only helping “A” with this event… because she needed her help!! She’s helping alright. I knew when I called and she didn’t answer then went off to the side & called me back she was with this disgusting maggot and went to hide to talk to me, she didn’t fool me with her lies… & she won’t be fooling alot of you either very soon. 

Her lies are closing in.. & the death of my dad & son unfortunately are something I can never reverse, nor the damage to my health BUT.. she will not hide behind her mask forever & her lies will not be able to be covered any longer… 


Oh daddy your day is coming 
 She watched you die so she can torment me with this piece of shit & let him walk on the grass YOU SOWED & on the house YOU POURED SWEAT OVER.. we won’t talk about the floors yet because they were suppose to be for another address where they were charged but sent elsewhere.. oh you want proof? 

I got you covered. The records are waiting to be posted soon. But be forewarned she’s already justified them too however records prove otherwise & her lies will fall just as flat as the rest of them… 

Justice will be served… 


She may let him feel comfortable on the property that you died on, laid and took your last breath in & he may think he has a gain there, (imo), but dad I promise it won’t be comfortable as long as I have breath in me! Their cards have been exposed. & there is so much more to come! It all hurts because I have to literally go through every single emotion again & re live every piece of abuse & trauma but to expose her for what she’s done & finally get justice for you, SidneyBlake, Trey & Tyler.. every single tear & scar on my heart leading to my death will be worth it!! 

Oh & Remember him telling me I killed you on that property?? Turn up the heat dad.. It was never good enough for her anyway.. nothing you ever did was…

You just paved the way so she didn’t have to work another day in her life & could live off your blood literally…… & allow this piece of shit to destroy, threaten, abuse & bully your child & grandchildren… 

(I will be adding to this!) right now I have to take care of my heart that feels like it’s about to stop beating at any moment & I need to get some stuff together before it decides to give out on me. She will not live a comfortable life just because she’s killed my dad my child & me… I must see it through for my boys! 

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